June 01, 2024

In Retrospect - 1 -

あの時私は - まず初めに


I have been blogging frequently online since I was in my 20s, but since starting my own company, I no longer write anything personal, and over time, I have gradually lost what I wanted to say to the world, and now it has become difficult to express “something other than work”.

I used to have a clear anger that existed within me, and I would try to vent it out to the world and try to find ways to improve that anger. I think that was the impetus for my writing. Perhaps at my current age I am more likely to give that up before I get angry. But it is also true that it makes my own life easier. Getting angry is exhausting, isn't it? I feel that our feelings of living change as we age.

I was born in 1974, and this year I am 50 years old. I have successfully reached the turning point of my life. Not that I am taking this into consideration, but in our new web magazine, yomirisu, I would like to remember the lovable little me who struggled to live better every day with a scary face, and write about the episodes from my point of view as I gradually had to face the aging process. The title is “In Retrospect...". Yes, how I thought and lived at that time. When I think about it, there were many thoughts that were closed inside my heart. I am looking forward to seeing me at that time too.